late night thoughts..

so pretty much, i'm really truly trying to understand all that God is doing with this whole high school 'drama' situation...we have like 18 days of school left here & to be honest.....there is NOTHINGG that i will truly hold ties to once i graduate! i really think that God has been preparing me for that very reason, so that i will be able and will be willing to go where he directs me...which for now is Liberty University!!! :D i am absolutely psychedddd about this direction and decision in this chapter of my life! :]

To be real, i don't really have a best friend at school, which has it's pros & cons, but God has most definatelyyyyyy blessed me with amazing best friends that i'm sure will be held on to for years to come! i am content with all that God has chosen to give me at this point in life, because i know that it is all part of His plan for my life, and that just completely keeps me motivated and on the edge of my seat! He's just awesome!!

The friends that He's placed in my life right now, are beyond what i could ever have imagined...they are just awesome! two of the girls in my cadre group are probably..no, definately are my best girl friends, and and few of the guys from my church/youth group are my closest & dearest guy friends....& i wouldn't trade anyyyy of them for the world! i have complete respect for them in different ways, and love just hanging out with them because we always have such an awesome time whenever we're together!!! :D

Anyways, i should rlyyy be heading to bed, but yeahh...just had to get that off :P

nighttt! :]