graduation.....

well.....graduation's tomorrow, & i think it's finally hitting me that it's completely overr. i'm sooo ready to be done with it all, but at the same time it's like all that i've ever known is just a memory now..bitter-sweet.....prolly more sweet tho, hehe ;) but still, life really does go on & it all happens in the blink of an eye. i've been so stinkin psyched for foreverrr to just move on with everything in my life, but now that it's here, it's like i'm starting all over again & i can't go back even if i tried. i wouldn't want to go back thru this past year, because it's been filled with so many trials and frustrations, but at the same time, i've never felt so close to God and willing to allow Him to completelyyy turn myself to Him in every situation. i've only been able to smile and be soo joyful about graduating, but now i know tomorrow will be filled with tears..some of sorrow, and others of joy. i can't wait to see all that God does in my life because i know that with Him it will be made perfect! & that just amazes me.  i'll be so enthusiastic about it all, but i can say this...that when we go give our parents hugs and flowers during our ceremony, i'll be crying just because of everything.......

..but this is enough for now..& i'm sure i'll be back fairly soon